according to Freud, the first five years in humans life is the golden time. (taken from book)
then if it's so important why do some people say we need to forget that? is there really any need to forget about that?
i'm learning though, we cant have it all, sometimes past gives me something to learn, to remember,
and also...to forget.
i realized we..all, or me to be more specific, will need to forget eventually.
NEED, we choose to, or not? it's energy that drive us to fulfil it,
but what if i choose to keep it remains for me? am i wrong?
arent we learning something from past too? sometimes i dont understand though, what past brings to me, how much it changes me. i still see me as the same me.
Mas, you are my past, see everything i have now can be something related to you.
I too, realized i need to stop this, but like a habit i just cant.
i have too much thoughts right now, i cant even pour it into good sentences.
my friends said i need to move on, so you know i've been convincing myself time to time too, that this isn't love i have for you. think that i need to take you for nothing, you indeed a part of my life, eventhough i foolishly said i'd forget but i'm still here thinking of you.
i cant eat well, i cant sleep well these days, there are things that makes me get headache, sometimes you too,, appear like a dream...you are there in my dreams. but i need to tell myself that this isnt love that i feel for you. indeed my heart broke into pieces when i see your relationship status changed that time, i cried too. because i was hoping we could be something. was i that stupid though? hahahaha
i even prayed you somehow would break up with her, i made myself believe that i was better than the girl you choose, i was selfish, i was a fool, and too much of myself, but can you even blame for what i did? i told myself that she was not as pretty as me, wouldn't be as good as me.
but then , i came to the point, that whatever your thoughts say, wont be the same with what my thoughts say. even when i say im better, i know i will never be the one for you, no, not because im not beautiful, not because im stupid, but, because just..no. you were my sun. but guess, i need my rain too, i need my moon too. maybe you were my sun only, you cant be moon to my nights and rain to my drought. you are good mas, but you are better with her. you become someone you're dreaming of all this long. i really should be happy with that and find my own happiness.
you know my preyers still goes to you, but this time, i really hope you are happy, and i can be happy too. i know i eventually need to forget...
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Dia itu...
dia itu mungkin titipan Tuhan...buat aku harus jadi lebih baik.
lihat kak, hari ini pun aku tidak berubah dan sekarang merasa sangat bodoh
lihat kak, hari ini pun aku tidak berubah dan sekarang merasa sangat bodoh
sorry but I- 2
she said i gotta move on and find another thing so i don't need to think about how stupid is "love". but because of you i don't believe in love, because of you i still find it hard to say "love", today too, you are still the reason why i find it hard to believe in love. i might be too young to talk about love, but im not a child anymore.
it's been years, if i want to count it right, it's been 9years, why can't i forget you. you know what's unfair? being so love-less, being weak, and so much of prentending of being strong, pretending that i love, prenteding that i'm just fine. im always like this since we met, i havent changed one bit.
sure, i am happy when i see you finally met someone you love, she told things, i refused to believe.
my friends said there are many guys after me, why can't i see them?
as much as i want to be with you, i want you to be happy even more, you'll never know the pain i've gone through, and I wish you didn't need to go through the same thing.
if i had a chance to meet you once again, and to know you again, i'd like to make it right and not being a coward. but i know it wont happen,
goodbyes are sad, but i never find any difficultness of saying it, but you.
i can't touch you, i cant see you, but im still fine.
you came to me by a joke in the playground, bought the home made chocolate and that time felt like just yesterday. goodbyes are sad but my tears are dried. you only came into my dreams again and again. i still see you yesterday in front of me, we talked. but now you're standing at the opposite of the road. goodbyes are sad but my heart and mind filled with pain.
love will never let me touch you, when i thought love has come but it's only one sided.
i've tried waiting for you, but you ended up gone. always i, like a fool, goodbyes are sad but the overflowing joy i can still feel warm me.
if i had the chance to meet you again, i'll be the first one to say "hello, I'm fine. how are you?" please now let me see you even in my dreams. i hope time will let me to see you and will let you to tell me "be fine" where are you? what are you doing? do you know my heart? in the place that i cant see you anymore.
I miss you
I hope you’re unhappy,I’m fine with being miserable and never finding love again,So I pray that you live in regret.
it's been years, if i want to count it right, it's been 9years, why can't i forget you. you know what's unfair? being so love-less, being weak, and so much of prentending of being strong, pretending that i love, prenteding that i'm just fine. im always like this since we met, i havent changed one bit.
sure, i am happy when i see you finally met someone you love, she told things, i refused to believe.
my friends said there are many guys after me, why can't i see them?
as much as i want to be with you, i want you to be happy even more, you'll never know the pain i've gone through, and I wish you didn't need to go through the same thing.
if i had a chance to meet you once again, and to know you again, i'd like to make it right and not being a coward. but i know it wont happen,
goodbyes are sad, but i never find any difficultness of saying it, but you.
i can't touch you, i cant see you, but im still fine.
you came to me by a joke in the playground, bought the home made chocolate and that time felt like just yesterday. goodbyes are sad but my tears are dried. you only came into my dreams again and again. i still see you yesterday in front of me, we talked. but now you're standing at the opposite of the road. goodbyes are sad but my heart and mind filled with pain.
love will never let me touch you, when i thought love has come but it's only one sided.
i've tried waiting for you, but you ended up gone. always i, like a fool, goodbyes are sad but the overflowing joy i can still feel warm me.
if i had the chance to meet you again, i'll be the first one to say "hello, I'm fine. how are you?" please now let me see you even in my dreams. i hope time will let me to see you and will let you to tell me "be fine" where are you? what are you doing? do you know my heart? in the place that i cant see you anymore.
I miss you
I hope you’re unhappy,I’m fine with being miserable and never finding love again,So I pray that you live in regret.
December's Sky
pergilah...
hari ini terhitung, sudah, saya melepas dia dengan ikhlas. mengingat betapa saya tidak mempunyai keberanian untuk memulai maka bukannya harus saya juga yang mengakhiri.
saya benci mengucapkan selamat tinggal, saya benci harus melihat bibir saya mengucapkan selamat tinggal, untuk pertama kalinya bahkan bibir saya pun bergetar untuk mengucapkan selamat tinggal.
mata ini akan meninggalkan dia, pikiran ini akan meninggalkan dia, bahkan badan ini akan meninggalkan dia.
saya harus mengucapkan selamat tinggal sekarang, saya tahu kenapa saya harus mengucapkan selamat tinggal. saya lelah, sudah terlalu lama tersimpan, saya menjadi begitu sensitif terhadap hal yang berkaitan denganmu.
saya tidak tahu apa itu perpisahan, Mas, yang saya tahu saya hanya sangat kesal,
dia Andhira. sebut saja A.N.A.
dia yang menjadi penyemangat saya sejak SMP, dia tidak tahu bahwa dia sangat berarti untuk saya, lebih dari cowo (abbi is the only exception) manapun yang saya kenal. dia membawakan saya senyum, dia membawa saya pada semangat baru saat saya hampir menyerah.
dia membawa saya pada sesuatu yang tidak pernah terbayangkan oleh saya sebelumnnya. saya senang melihat dia, senang melihat senyumnya, senang melihat wajahnya, senang melihat foto-fotonya. saya senang melihatnya senang dan tertawa bersama teman-temannya. senang melihatnya...
terima kasih kak..
terima kasih untuk menginjinkan saya menempatkan kakak pada posisi istimewa di hati saya.
terima kasih untuk menjadi penyemangat virtual saya.
terima kasih untuk hadih ulang tahun ke 17 saya. itu kado terindah selain fakta bahwa saya lahir.
terima kasih pernah menaruh senyum pada bibir saya.
terima kasih untuk tetap menjadi diri kakak, saat kakak berada di sekitar saya.
terima kasih untuk lahir di dunia ini. terima kasih pada Tuhan, Dia memberi saya kesempatan untuk berkenalan dengan kakak. ini adalah pengalaman, bukan?
hati saya hancur, harapan dan semua mimpi saya terbang dibawa angin hahaha
1, 2, 3 saya harus tetap melangkah maju. saya tidak akan berani menyapa kakak dijalan,saya merindukan kakak, rindu, rindu sekali, tapi tidak akan ada jawaban dari kakak walaupun saya mengatakannya pada kakak, ya bukan? saya sudah terlalu banyak mengeluh, memaksakan sesuatu yang saya tahu saya tidak akan pernah capai. saya cukupkan menghabiskan malam untuk mengingat tentang kakak. saya akan mengingat kenangan manisnya saja.
siapa dia? perempuan yang akan menggandeng tanganmu nanti? apakah dia baik? apakah dia cantik? apakah dia manyayangimu? berjanjilah kakak akan bahagia nanti dengannya.
saya ingin tahu, tapi saya terlalu takut untuk menanyakan hal itu pada kakak.
saya tidak akan berharap lagi sekarang. karena saya mencintai kakak sekali dan saya tidak menyesal dengan itu. saya sepertinya akan baik-baik saja seiring waktu. saya sepertinya akan bangkit kembali. karena itu, kakak harus lebih bahagia daripada saya
saya berharap saya akan menjadi lebih baik setelah hari ini, air mata saya akan kering sendiri nanti.
namamu akan tetap berada dalam doa saya...
kak..kak Andhira.. :') goodbye first love, goodbye.
Seperti Mimpi
aku memikirkanmu 5kali sehari.
tidak, mungkin lebih tiap harinya.
mataku sakit melihat fotomu
tidak bisa berbicara karena tenggorokanku tersedak.
aku berharap, walau hanya dalam mimpi
kau tidak akan melihat perempuan lain.
aku tidak suka mengatakan aku menyesal
bahwa aku terlambat.
aku diam selama waktu ini
bukan berarti aku tidak memikirkan bagaimana untuk menyenangkanmu
aku tidak datang ke sisi mu
bukan berarti aku pergi.
sekarang mungkin terjawab.
bahwa, kau tidak akan pernah menjadi milikku.
hatiku sakit, bahwa matamu tidak pernah melihatku.
mengapa aku masih menunggumu?
seperti mimpi aku bertemu denganmu
seperti mimpi aku menyukaimu
ternyata bukan cerita indah yang menanti.
katakan padaku ini mimpi
aku tidak akan melihatmu berjalan lebih jauh dari ini
seharusnya aku berjalan pergi lebih dulu
sekarang kau telah melangkah jauh dan aku masih menunggu
mengapa aku masih menunggu, waktu aku tau kau tidak mungkin kembali?
aku tidak ingin mengatakan pada diriku sendiri "kau akan baik-baik saja"
seperti mimpi kita bertemu
seperti mimpi bahwa hanya aku yang menyukaimu sebanyak ini
seperti mimpi kau tidak mungkin kembali.
seperti mimpi kau muncul dan pergi seperti ini.
katakan padaku ini mimpi, kau akan kembali.
bahwa bukan hanya aku yang berharap kita akan bertemu lagi.
kembalilah karena aku akan menunggu.
tidakkah kau mendengar hatiku?
aku ingin mengatakan hatiku padamu,
merindukanmu, mencintaimu. APink-like a dream
tiba-tiba wise 8D
tiba-tiba galau ._.v
eue
tidak, mungkin lebih tiap harinya.
mataku sakit melihat fotomu
tidak bisa berbicara karena tenggorokanku tersedak.
aku berharap, walau hanya dalam mimpi
kau tidak akan melihat perempuan lain.
aku tidak suka mengatakan aku menyesal
bahwa aku terlambat.
aku diam selama waktu ini
bukan berarti aku tidak memikirkan bagaimana untuk menyenangkanmu
aku tidak datang ke sisi mu
bukan berarti aku pergi.
sekarang mungkin terjawab.
bahwa, kau tidak akan pernah menjadi milikku.
hatiku sakit, bahwa matamu tidak pernah melihatku.
mengapa aku masih menunggumu?
seperti mimpi aku bertemu denganmu
seperti mimpi aku menyukaimu
ternyata bukan cerita indah yang menanti.
katakan padaku ini mimpi
aku tidak akan melihatmu berjalan lebih jauh dari ini
seharusnya aku berjalan pergi lebih dulu
sekarang kau telah melangkah jauh dan aku masih menunggu
mengapa aku masih menunggu, waktu aku tau kau tidak mungkin kembali?
aku tidak ingin mengatakan pada diriku sendiri "kau akan baik-baik saja"
seperti mimpi kita bertemu
seperti mimpi bahwa hanya aku yang menyukaimu sebanyak ini
seperti mimpi kau tidak mungkin kembali.
seperti mimpi kau muncul dan pergi seperti ini.
katakan padaku ini mimpi, kau akan kembali.
bahwa bukan hanya aku yang berharap kita akan bertemu lagi.
kembalilah karena aku akan menunggu.
tidakkah kau mendengar hatiku?
aku ingin mengatakan hatiku padamu,
merindukanmu, mencintaimu. APink-like a dream
tiba-tiba wise 8D
tiba-tiba galau ._.v
eue
I see~
aku melihat bayanganku di cermin
itu, ini, dia aku yang dulu, tumbuh besar.
berubah lebih baik.
di tempat ini pun, aku merindukan mu.
berapa lama lagi aku harus menunggu?
kau mengajarkanku untuk tetap menjadi diriku sendiri.
walau kau tidak pernah ada disini.
kau mengingatkanku untuk tetap berjalan di jalur yang baik sesuai kehendak-Nya.
saat aku melihat kembali, aku merindukanmu.
aku tahu bagaimana untuk menyayangimu.
aku tahu kekuatan yang kau berikan untuk aku menjalani hari.
aku tidak mau melihat yang lain.
apapun yang akan datang untuk ku, aku berharap itu dirimu.
kau temani aku melewati hari yang panjang dan sulit
aku tidak akan takut, kau temani aku sampai aku merasa baik.
aku dapat berjalan tanpa rasa ragu dan takut
karena aku tahu bagaimana kau pun melewati hari-hari sulit.
kalaupun kau pergi meninggalkanku ke tempat yang jauh
saat aku menutup mataku, hatimu akan tetap selalu dekat.
I love you bapak, be safe on your flight back to Papua, see you soon < 3
itu, ini, dia aku yang dulu, tumbuh besar.
berubah lebih baik.
di tempat ini pun, aku merindukan mu.
berapa lama lagi aku harus menunggu?
kau mengajarkanku untuk tetap menjadi diriku sendiri.
walau kau tidak pernah ada disini.
kau mengingatkanku untuk tetap berjalan di jalur yang baik sesuai kehendak-Nya.
saat aku melihat kembali, aku merindukanmu.
aku tahu bagaimana untuk menyayangimu.
aku tahu kekuatan yang kau berikan untuk aku menjalani hari.
aku tidak mau melihat yang lain.
apapun yang akan datang untuk ku, aku berharap itu dirimu.
kau temani aku melewati hari yang panjang dan sulit
aku tidak akan takut, kau temani aku sampai aku merasa baik.
aku dapat berjalan tanpa rasa ragu dan takut
karena aku tahu bagaimana kau pun melewati hari-hari sulit.
kalaupun kau pergi meninggalkanku ke tempat yang jauh
saat aku menutup mataku, hatimu akan tetap selalu dekat.
I love you bapak, be safe on your flight back to Papua, see you soon < 3
Dolce - Aria
one of the songs that I adore, from the voice, the words, everything.
So this is how it appears
You must have known it was true
You look so wonderful wearing that smile
I could be there, smiling with you
I love to look in your eyes
Seems like you stare at my soul
Can you imagine just looking through each other?
Like nothing could make us more whole
Has anyone told you, you white out the sun?
You weren't playing, but you've already won
May I love you when today is over?
All I want to do
Is love you, is love you
There's no reason we should be alarmed
I've never felt so strong
In your arms where I belong
I've loved you, I've loved you
All along
Come sweep me off of my feet
Come here and sing me to sleep
I can't describe you, just fascinate me
Just trust me, just take me to keep
Has anyone told you, I'm losing my mind
I cannot help it, this is how love is defined
May I love you when today is over?
All I want to do
Is love you, is love you
There's no reason we should be alarmed
I've never felt so strong
In your arms where I belong
I've loved you, I've loved you
All along
So this is how it appears
You must have known it was true
You look so wonderful wearing that smile
I could be there, smiling with you
I love to look in your eyes
Seems like you stare at my soul
Can you imagine just looking through each other?
Like nothing could make us more whole
Has anyone told you, you white out the sun?
You weren't playing, but you've already won
May I love you when today is over?
All I want to do
Is love you, is love you
There's no reason we should be alarmed
I've never felt so strong
In your arms where I belong
I've loved you, I've loved you
All along
Come sweep me off of my feet
Come here and sing me to sleep
I can't describe you, just fascinate me
Just trust me, just take me to keep
Has anyone told you, I'm losing my mind
I cannot help it, this is how love is defined
May I love you when today is over?
All I want to do
Is love you, is love you
There's no reason we should be alarmed
I've never felt so strong
In your arms where I belong
I've loved you, I've loved you
All along
confession #1
i'm so in the mood in finding pictures and words, and I'm so wise at the moment. OTL joke I just have nothing to do eue <3
enjoy the first confession!
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enjoy the first confession!
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I move on.
it hurts me everytime I think of you.
it hurts me everytime I log in and you log out.
it hurts me everytime I think of you neglect me.
it hurts me everytime I see your face.
it hurts me everytime I get anxious about you.
no matter how long I will wait
you'll never gonna be mine.
what for waiting? I'm not worth it on your face on the first place.
what for waiting? you never think of me even once.
what for waiting? I wish I could do magic and made you like as much as I do.
I decided to move on.
no, not because I don't care anymore.
not because I don't like you anymore.
not because I'm tired of what I'm doing about you.
I did because, I'm not worth it for you.
in the end I move on because I'm never gonna be yours and it hurts me even more.
Mas, I loved you, I still do. but things never get any better between us. I wish someday you'll know how much you meant to me and how much you've been in my world. I wanna thank you for changing me into a better person.
if its not because of you, I might not be a better person for tomorrow. you're not the biggest reason but you're one of those important reasons why.
will it change for you if you never knew me?
will I be okay now?
I'll never be as okay as before, but I pray, that I'll be okay, in the end.
I pray for your happiness as well.
please be happy, even later I'll be so much jealous of the girl who will be holding your hand.
please be happy.
I have no regret of knowing you.
fall in love with you WAS the best feeling.
but what I said was bulshit...
it hurts me everytime I log in and you log out.
it hurts me everytime I think of you neglect me.
it hurts me everytime I see your face.
it hurts me everytime I get anxious about you.
no matter how long I will wait
you'll never gonna be mine.
what for waiting? I'm not worth it on your face on the first place.
what for waiting? you never think of me even once.
what for waiting? I wish I could do magic and made you like as much as I do.
I decided to move on.
no, not because I don't care anymore.
not because I don't like you anymore.
not because I'm tired of what I'm doing about you.
I did because, I'm not worth it for you.
in the end I move on because I'm never gonna be yours and it hurts me even more.
Mas, I loved you, I still do. but things never get any better between us. I wish someday you'll know how much you meant to me and how much you've been in my world. I wanna thank you for changing me into a better person.
if its not because of you, I might not be a better person for tomorrow. you're not the biggest reason but you're one of those important reasons why.
will it change for you if you never knew me?
will I be okay now?
I'll never be as okay as before, but I pray, that I'll be okay, in the end.
I pray for your happiness as well.
please be happy, even later I'll be so much jealous of the girl who will be holding your hand.
please be happy.
I have no regret of knowing you.
fall in love with you WAS the best feeling.
but what I said was bulshit...
17 Things I like to do ^^~
1. Eating! because we need to keep our health ;D
2. sleeping! sometime we need to run for a while from this wild life ouo you just need a little rehab.
3. Coffee-ing. another sleepless nights, either when I can't sleep or I just want to stay up late or fighting for exam!
4. dreaming, one of the best way to keep my mind happy! no, not because I want to escape the real life. just some refreshing ouo
5. being hyper, weird and awkward, everything comes naturally ;D
6. observing, it is different from stalking -u-
7. Free things, free food, free love. anythings free ;D but if I can buy your love, no matter how much is it, I'll
buy it hahaha jk ._.v I can't buy love, even though I could, if we're not meant to be, no need to force anything that it's not yours from the first time.
8. hang out with friend. try to be more social! xD
9. stay up until mornings~ the sun comes and breaks the windows its time to wake up!
10. watching cartoons. it comforts you and makes you smile
11. go back to hometown. I'll go back to my little village, and I'm not shy to say that I miss my hometown so much.
12. sleepless nights with sisters and brothers. watching films or just random talks make you closer with family.
13. listen to something. it drives you crazy sometimes.
14. being alone sometimes. I need my own time, for myself and God C:
15. be in front of PC. bored me bored.
16. reading, writing, breathing, everything starts ends with-ing.
17. dreaming that I'm yours ;AA:
2. sleeping! sometime we need to run for a while from this wild life ouo you just need a little rehab.
3. Coffee-ing. another sleepless nights, either when I can't sleep or I just want to stay up late or fighting for exam!
4. dreaming, one of the best way to keep my mind happy! no, not because I want to escape the real life. just some refreshing ouo
5. being hyper, weird and awkward, everything comes naturally ;D
6. observing, it is different from stalking -u-
7. Free things, free food, free love. anythings free ;D but if I can buy your love, no matter how much is it, I'll
buy it hahaha jk ._.v I can't buy love, even though I could, if we're not meant to be, no need to force anything that it's not yours from the first time.
8. hang out with friend. try to be more social! xD
9. stay up until mornings~ the sun comes and breaks the windows its time to wake up!
10. watching cartoons. it comforts you and makes you smile
11. go back to hometown. I'll go back to my little village, and I'm not shy to say that I miss my hometown so much.
12. sleepless nights with sisters and brothers. watching films or just random talks make you closer with family.
13. listen to something. it drives you crazy sometimes.
14. being alone sometimes. I need my own time, for myself and God C:
15. be in front of PC. bored me bored.
16. reading, writing, breathing, everything starts ends with-ing.
17. dreaming that I'm yours ;AA:
I Hope You'll Be My Lover
everyday I used to pray for you
seeing you from a far was my favorite hobby to do
my heart beats faster everytime I think of you
where are you now? I miss you
is it too much if I dream about you become my lover?
hug me tight as you hold my hand
I'm ceaselessly thinking about you
don't pestered with what I think
this is just a dream
because as much as I dream about you
you're too far to be reached
darl, I love you this much.
we'll be walking along the stree
looking at the sky as your eyes mesmerizing me
your touch and your smile turn around my world
coruscate the obscure sky
you'll kiss my forehead as I wrap my arms around your waist
the wind greets us warmly
hug me tight as you hold my hand
I'm ceaselessly thinking about you
don't pestered with what I think
this is just a dream
because as much as I dream about you
you're too far to be reached
darl, I love you this much.
we'll be choosing my wedding dress
you'll meet my parents and so will I
we'll stand face to face and I might get frozen while look into your eyes
we'll say our vows while smiling to eachother
until the shine broke my eyes
~ I love you this much.
ft.island- you'll be my lover.
seeing you from a far was my favorite hobby to do
my heart beats faster everytime I think of you
where are you now? I miss you
is it too much if I dream about you become my lover?
hug me tight as you hold my hand
I'm ceaselessly thinking about you
don't pestered with what I think
this is just a dream
because as much as I dream about you
you're too far to be reached
darl, I love you this much.
we'll be walking along the stree
looking at the sky as your eyes mesmerizing me
your touch and your smile turn around my world
coruscate the obscure sky
you'll kiss my forehead as I wrap my arms around your waist
the wind greets us warmly
hug me tight as you hold my hand
I'm ceaselessly thinking about you
don't pestered with what I think
this is just a dream
because as much as I dream about you
you're too far to be reached
darl, I love you this much.
we'll be choosing my wedding dress
you'll meet my parents and so will I
we'll stand face to face and I might get frozen while look into your eyes
we'll say our vows while smiling to eachother
until the shine broke my eyes
~ I love you this much.
ft.island- you'll be my lover.
M&H
soon, when i have a child(s) i would like to named them
Mikayla
Hugo
just because i like it
Ps. if only my parents, my parents in law and my future agree
what am i doing with my life actually
A
mas, how are you?
are you fine?
I hope that you're always fine, in His hands.
how are things with you?
are they good?
I hope that things will always be good with you.
mas, how are you?
are you still close to Him?
I hope that you will always rely on Him in whatever you're going through.
I pray that He will always protect you, make you feel secure.
I pray for you, hoping that you won't forget about Him.
I'm grateful that He always watching over you.
mas, how are you?
how am I supposed to do when I know what I want
but,
I can't get what I want?
don't ignore me.
are you fine?
I hope that you're always fine, in His hands.
how are things with you?
are they good?
I hope that things will always be good with you.
mas, how are you?
are you still close to Him?
I hope that you will always rely on Him in whatever you're going through.
I pray that He will always protect you, make you feel secure.
I pray for you, hoping that you won't forget about Him.
I'm grateful that He always watching over you.
mas, how are you?
how am I supposed to do when I know what I want
but,
I can't get what I want?
don't ignore me.
The Same Sky.
today I looked at the side of me campus
something reminds me of you
the little part of you that remain still in my memory
there is more that I wanna tell you
I'm standing alone, in this place
how can we not meet when we're in the same city
words that I keep behind me
I want to tell you
I want to wish you good luck in everything
but it's hard when it comes to me
that I want to hear your voice too
I make my own scenario. when you and me together
support each-other to praise Him
is it fate that we met?
is it destiny that we met?
even the hardest time will come and greet me someday
I believe that slow winds will greet me warmly
tells me that everything's gonna be okay
and the reflection of your smile is in my mind
how far are you? why can't I reach you?
how far are you? tell me how to approach you?
don't you realized I'm the star that brighten your night but you just haven't realized it.
go..go as far as you can to reach your dreams with no fear.
you know that I'll always be your biggest supporter
even if you are there far away
GGs- kokoro wa soba
