some not important words

I'm bored, 

and when I'm bored my mind flies to the figure that I adore 

his smile, his face 

his back, his way of doing everything

I never see them anymore 

are you okay now? 

I was so young back then I don't know what did I feel toward you 

now that I realized it's not too late 

I want to say these words I want to say badly, 

I miss you. 

saw you for the first time was like a joke 

a garbage that  I left behind

I never understand what I felt toward you 

I didn't know how to make it up to you. 

are you okay now? 

I was so young back then I don't know what did I feel toward you

now that I realized  it's not too late 

I want to say these three words I want to say badly 

I miss you. 

those long messages 

those nagging words 

those voice of the loneliness and hurt

seems like a memories that I couldn't even remember 

how did I break your heart? 

why I was like that? 

maybe this is why. 

you seems have been lonelier that anyone 

I hope it's not too late now 

that I want to say..

I miss you. 

forgive me. I was so young back then.