what depressed people do.

I'm bored and somehow without any reason, depressed all of sudden.

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Seoul Lyrics.

cr: seoul lyrics

2nd confession

Dolce - Aria

one of the songs that I adore, from the voice, the words, everything.


So this is how it appears
You must have known it was true
You look so wonderful wearing that smile
I could be there, smiling with you

I love to look in your eyes
Seems like you stare at my soul
Can you imagine just looking through each other?
Like nothing could make us more whole

Has anyone told you, you white out the sun?
You weren't playing, but you've already won

May I love you when today is over?
All I want to do
Is love you, is love you
There's no reason we should be alarmed
I've never felt so strong
In your arms where I belong
I've loved you, I've loved you
All along

Come sweep me off of my feet
Come here and sing me to sleep
I can't describe you, just fascinate me
Just trust me, just take me to keep

Has anyone told you, I'm losing my mind
I cannot help it, this is how love is defined 

May I love you when today is over?
All I want to do
Is love you, is love you
There's no reason we should be alarmed
I've never felt so strong
In your arms where I belong
I've loved you, I've loved you
All along

In the Mean Time

we didn't realize that time has passed by so quick 
our friendship has come to the level of trust 
I trust you with all the pieces of shit I have
we had our great time, together, laughed, spazzed 

I'm so heartbroken, so hurt, so hurt  
it's breaking my self esteem. 
that after all this time, you hide all your feelings behind me 
showing me that after all 
you didn't trust me at all

I told you that I'd do all my best 
to rely on me with everything I'd do
I didn't know what would happen 
I couldn't take this feelings anymore
the thought that we were so close


I'm so heartbroken 
that I should be the one you trust 
it was so perfect on my mind 
we should be a bestfriend
just one word and it ruined my minds at all 
would we come back to the old days and laugh together again? 
because now I'm so low at self-esteem 

I didn't know this time would come 
I'm so upset can't even be bipolar anymore 
your words that you didn't trust me crack all my bones 
maybe I was expecting too much, that's why I ended up upset without a reason. 

I trusted you, but the fact that after all this time our friendship you didn't trust me hurts my heart, it hurts so much I can't even cry. 

some not important words

I'm bored, 

and when I'm bored my mind flies to the figure that I adore 

his smile, his face 

his back, his way of doing everything

I never see them anymore 

are you okay now? 

I was so young back then I don't know what did I feel toward you 

now that I realized it's not too late 

I want to say these words I want to say badly, 

I miss you. 

saw you for the first time was like a joke 

a garbage that  I left behind

I never understand what I felt toward you 

I didn't know how to make it up to you. 

are you okay now? 

I was so young back then I don't know what did I feel toward you

now that I realized  it's not too late 

I want to say these three words I want to say badly 

I miss you. 

those long messages 

those nagging words 

those voice of the loneliness and hurt

seems like a memories that I couldn't even remember 

how did I break your heart? 

why I was like that? 

maybe this is why. 

you seems have been lonelier that anyone 

I hope it's not too late now 

that I want to say..

I miss you. 

forgive me. I was so young back then. 

Poem About Coffee

coffee you are so tasty 

you smell nice

like nothing I can imagine

I can't count how many times you've been accompany me

when I'm on cold

when I'm bored 

when I need to study 

even the last one is a joke, you're still there for me 

you make me open my eyes

to see the other things 

no, not ghost

you make me see the words

that I never want to see

with you I'm going up 

high 

high

high

high

high 

high

this is all about you 

coffee <3