dia itu mungkin titipan Tuhan...buat aku harus jadi lebih baik.
lihat kak, hari ini pun aku tidak berubah dan sekarang merasa sangat bodoh
sorry but I- 2
she said i gotta move on and find another thing so i don't need to think about how stupid is "love". but because of you i don't believe in love, because of you i still find it hard to say "love", today too, you are still the reason why i find it hard to believe in love. i might be too young to talk about love, but im not a child anymore.
it's been years, if i want to count it right, it's been 9years, why can't i forget you. you know what's unfair? being so love-less, being weak, and so much of prentending of being strong, pretending that i love, prenteding that i'm just fine. im always like this since we met, i havent changed one bit.
sure, i am happy when i see you finally met someone you love, she told things, i refused to believe.
my friends said there are many guys after me, why can't i see them?
as much as i want to be with you, i want you to be happy even more, you'll never know the pain i've gone through, and I wish you didn't need to go through the same thing.
if i had a chance to meet you once again, and to know you again, i'd like to make it right and not being a coward. but i know it wont happen,
goodbyes are sad, but i never find any difficultness of saying it, but you.
i can't touch you, i cant see you, but im still fine.
you came to me by a joke in the playground, bought the home made chocolate and that time felt like just yesterday. goodbyes are sad but my tears are dried. you only came into my dreams again and again. i still see you yesterday in front of me, we talked. but now you're standing at the opposite of the road. goodbyes are sad but my heart and mind filled with pain.
love will never let me touch you, when i thought love has come but it's only one sided.
i've tried waiting for you, but you ended up gone. always i, like a fool, goodbyes are sad but the overflowing joy i can still feel warm me.
if i had the chance to meet you again, i'll be the first one to say "hello, I'm fine. how are you?" please now let me see you even in my dreams. i hope time will let me to see you and will let you to tell me "be fine" where are you? what are you doing? do you know my heart? in the place that i cant see you anymore.
I miss you
I hope you’re unhappy,I’m fine with being miserable and never finding love again,So I pray that you live in regret.
it's been years, if i want to count it right, it's been 9years, why can't i forget you. you know what's unfair? being so love-less, being weak, and so much of prentending of being strong, pretending that i love, prenteding that i'm just fine. im always like this since we met, i havent changed one bit.
sure, i am happy when i see you finally met someone you love, she told things, i refused to believe.
my friends said there are many guys after me, why can't i see them?
as much as i want to be with you, i want you to be happy even more, you'll never know the pain i've gone through, and I wish you didn't need to go through the same thing.
if i had a chance to meet you once again, and to know you again, i'd like to make it right and not being a coward. but i know it wont happen,
goodbyes are sad, but i never find any difficultness of saying it, but you.
i can't touch you, i cant see you, but im still fine.
you came to me by a joke in the playground, bought the home made chocolate and that time felt like just yesterday. goodbyes are sad but my tears are dried. you only came into my dreams again and again. i still see you yesterday in front of me, we talked. but now you're standing at the opposite of the road. goodbyes are sad but my heart and mind filled with pain.
love will never let me touch you, when i thought love has come but it's only one sided.
i've tried waiting for you, but you ended up gone. always i, like a fool, goodbyes are sad but the overflowing joy i can still feel warm me.
if i had the chance to meet you again, i'll be the first one to say "hello, I'm fine. how are you?" please now let me see you even in my dreams. i hope time will let me to see you and will let you to tell me "be fine" where are you? what are you doing? do you know my heart? in the place that i cant see you anymore.
I miss you
I hope you’re unhappy,I’m fine with being miserable and never finding love again,So I pray that you live in regret.
Long Time No See
you stupid, long time no see..
there are no people who is like you
eventhough i have nothing i dont need anything
but my world keeps stopping
there's not a single flower around me when you're not with me
long time no see, i motioned towards you
my gaze towards you, what is this?
you, who were my focus now vanished into memories
i tried to stand in front of you again
my heart keeps beating with the thought of seeing you again
calling your name have become habit of mine i talk about you all day
i dont want nobody else
i ran through time, just wait for me. just a little bit more
in our memories, the one who have been waiting for me, you're standing in front of me
long time no see, how have you been now? you've been waiting for me for so long, now im not going anywhere. oh baby dont worry
long time no see i also miss you a lot too, i lost my way towards you, now im not going anywhere,baby dont worry
it's been a long time, it's really been a long time
did you end up waiting for me? i made a promise with your pale hands
im sorry i didn't kept my promise, i'll explain to you why i come late
i was busy overcoming the pain that God gives me
and trying to save my brother who share blood and flesh
i kept emptying my heart that was empty
while im reaching for my dreams its just getting bigger
that is why i was so late
itd hard to raise up the dreams that already been shattered
that is what i've become and you're still............
it has been a long time and i miss you a lot
in our memories, the one who have been waiting for me, you're standing in front of me
long time no see, how have you been now? you've been waiting for me for so long, now im not going anywhere. oh baby dont worry
long time no see i also miss you a lot too, i lost my way towards you, now im not going anywhere,baby dont worry
oh baby dont worry, lets stay together forever
i promise that i'll stay by your side~
oh baby dont worry, lets stay together forever
I'll be there with you~
it's been a long time, it's really been a long time
FRESH YEAR
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tahun ini pun, kenapa setiap kali buka web itu,, setiap kali ngeliat itu. kenapa sakitnya masih sama hahaha sama seperti bertahun tahun yang lalu, kenapa tidak berkurang? tidak berkurang sedikitpun. diliputi rasa kesal dan menyesal, aku masih berharap bahwa ini bukan salahku.
kalau punya mesin waktu pengen balik ke masa itu, bukan bukan untuk merubah situasi, supaya ga ada rasa sesal aja.
its always been new year...
tahun ini pun, kenapa setiap kali buka web itu,, setiap kali ngeliat itu. kenapa sakitnya masih sama hahaha sama seperti bertahun tahun yang lalu, kenapa tidak berkurang? tidak berkurang sedikitpun. diliputi rasa kesal dan menyesal, aku masih berharap bahwa ini bukan salahku.
kalau punya mesin waktu pengen balik ke masa itu, bukan bukan untuk merubah situasi, supaya ga ada rasa sesal aja.
its always been new year...
